no escape. 5/8/11
walk through the halls
with a hundred eyes glaring me down.
devouring me peice by peice.
they know.
everybody knows my weakness.
already planning to use it against me.
&i cant feel a thing.
why is it i can never feel?
things would be a lot easier if i wasnt under a constant spotlight.
always messing up.
my mistakes are kept laminated in a book.
my ahievements are forgotten.
both are forever.
i feel as if the whole world is against me.
&im turning against myself.
constant rebellion.
constant fighting.
inside and outside.
im tired of pain that doesnt stop.
pain i cant run away from.
